I'm utterly disappointed
seriously disappointed
i did not make it for today's trial
which is to complete 2km within 8min
it's so stupid of me to play soccer from 9am to 12pm
and then go for the at 3pm
i'm totally drain out when i reach RP for trial
but this is not an excuse to fail
when i finished my 4th round(1.6km) it's already 6.55min
so i give up
each of my step is getting heavier and heavier
my breath is getting uncontrollable
i can feel that i will blackout any second
my version is getting blur
even taking 1 step is so hard
and i never feel this way before
looks like i can only take soccer as a hobby
and i have to face the fact that i'm not good enough.
7:17 PM
End of massacre
